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Chocolate Milk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 30, 2008, 8:32 PM
  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Playlist
So, I'm sitting here in my little cubbyhole (I shoved my desk in a closet and made it my kewl lil area)surrounded by notebooks of my random writings, journals with notes jotted down, books for research, and various other things, while sitting here at my computer listening to music, looking up the magical properties for stones, and eating popcork while drinking chocolate milk. I have hit an all time low.

Yah know, a while back this possibly would have made me feel comforted. I mean, seriously, what do I love better then writing, reading, music, popcorn, and chocolate milk? This used to be what I did on a daily bases, and was quite content with it. That was when I used to relish in my alone time and need it to be sane. So what happened?

A relationship fucking happened, that's what!

Four and a half months of someone constantly shoved up my anus made me really un-used to be alone. And now I've found that there is something I love more then writing, reading, music, popcorn, and chocolate milk. People.

I love being around people. I love having friends or family (or anybody really) around me, simply because it makes me feel alive. I know that I can't constantly be around people, so this is something I'm going to have to grow accustomed too again I suppose...it's just a very slow process. I never realized how empty the other side of the bed really is, till there isn't anyone sleeping in it.

And you wanna know a great way to make yourself feel alive and get your blood pumping?? Do a Chinese Fire Drill. I did my first last night/early this morning with Taylor, and it was hilarious! First we nearly colide, then I almost trip over my clumsy self. It was awesome! I was laughin' so hard, it was crazy!

Ummmmm so tonight I had a breakthrough in one of the story ideas I'd been tossing around my head for a while, the one about Witches and Vampires. I put together a pretty killer soundtrack already, with more songs to be added. I'll edit this sucker as soon as I have at least some of the songs on project playlist. Some of the songs I can't find on there, so their just on my media player. I'll type those up so you can go listen on your own if you're so inclined.

But for those of you who are familiar with my character Briste---I'm writing her story FINALLY!!!!! I know :iconcosmikfairy: is going to be thrilled to see that!!!! Well, it's not exactly in the writing stages as of yet---more like the research and development stages, but it's in the works!

I'm actually in the writing process of a new idea I've recently come up with. It's a toss between fiction and my real life, even though it's got more real life then anything. I'm calling it my Not-So-Fiction Novel. Heh. I've actually written up to chapter 3, and need to get to editing and whatnot. I've recently been thinking about it and realize I need to take a different direction with the female character (me) because I'm focusing too much on the male character. It's strange, because it's the first time I've ever really written from a males first person perspective, which is difficult, but I seem to like it so much I'm doing it too much.

Uhmmm so on the writing front I suppose that's all I have to say. I'm going to head off to bed. Remember, don't wear flip-flops on a Chinese Fire Drill!!!!!!!!!

Ablios folksies-Ali

"That's what you get when you let your heart win," That's What You Get, Paramore

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: About to be Denton!!!!!!
  • Interests: Music, writing, thinking, questioning, The Crew
  • Favourite movie: Sliding Doors, The Fountain, Forrest Gump, Sweeney Todd
  • Favourite band or musician: Disturbed!!!!!!!!!
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, but I like various other things. I ain't picky!
  • Favourite artist: Leonardo Da Vinci, Salvador Dali
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dan Brown, Nicholas Sparks, Sarah Dessen, Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite photographer: Lucy&Twitch
  • Favourite style of art: Impressionism, Realism
  • Operating System: I don't know what that means
  • Favourite game: FF12, Guitar Hero 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: Ps2, xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Aladdin!!!
  • Personal Quote: There is no such thing as what might have been.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen, paper, brain, inspiration, fingers, life.

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*xAerisx:iconxAerisx: Jun 23, 2008, 8:05:15 PM
Gosh, I dunno. I'm really stressed out. It's like, I can't do anything but I no I should... x_x; Ah oh well. :D Happeee writing~

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~BrOkEn2NiTe:iconBrOkEn2NiTe: Jun 23, 2008, 3:30:21 PM
I'd kill for a boring summer. It's been so crazy! I'm writing again, which is good, but everything else is absolutely nuts!

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"Be great in acts are you have been in thought,"-William Shakespeare
*xAerisx:iconxAerisx: Jun 23, 2008, 2:44:15 PM
It has been a while! I've been oukay. My summer is uneventful and stressful~ Kinda lacking inspiration for art.

How've you been, missss? :hug:

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~BrOkEn2NiTe:iconBrOkEn2NiTe: Jun 23, 2008, 1:33:25 AM
I miss yah girl!

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"Be great in acts are you have been in thought,"-William Shakespeare
~BrOkEn2NiTe:iconBrOkEn2NiTe: Jun 23, 2008, 1:33:12 AM
I thought Lust was very good!!! Ur welcome sweetie!

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"Be great in acts are you have been in thought,"-William Shakespeare
=starlit-sky:iconstarlit-sky: Jun 19, 2008, 12:09:07 AM
thank you:heart:

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*DedHedPoet:iconDedHedPoet: Jun 17, 2008, 7:22:43 PM
Thanks for the faves!

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~thirteenth-sunday:iconthirteenth-sunday: Jun 16, 2008, 9:13:30 AM
omg thank you for favouriting Lust! I didn't think it was that good! :) xx

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~zeaphyra:iconzeaphyra: Jun 3, 2008, 10:01:55 AM
Thanks for the fav my darling!!! Keep up your dreams and be strong ... You can talk to me whenever you want, I am still here, though not that active ...
:heart: to you ! :hug:

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=starlit-sky:iconstarlit-sky: May 13, 2008, 12:37:55 PM
thank you so much:hug:

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Pictures everywhere. On paper, in the eyes, in frames, inside the soul. Moments frozen in time. Forever they will last. Do not believe. Do not believe.
~BrOkEn2NiTe:iconBrOkEn2NiTe: May 7, 2008, 11:54:17 PM
definately!!!

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"Be great in acts are you have been in thought,"-William Shakespeare
=starlit-sky:iconstarlit-sky: May 4, 2008, 11:42:54 PM
thank you very much:heart:
:blowkiss:

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Pictures everywhere. On paper, in the eyes, in frames, inside the soul. Moments frozen in time. Forever they will last. Do not believe. Do not believe.
~lalami:iconlalami: May 4, 2008, 5:16:09 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:!

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~pretty-mimi:iconpretty-mimi: Apr 26, 2008, 9:57:37 AM
disturbed rocks .. ^^

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*lupinsmyman:iconlupinsmyman: Apr 17, 2008, 8:39:54 PM
Thank ya for the fav. :boogie:

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~Anti-Repellent:iconAnti-Repellent: Apr 14, 2008, 7:08:15 PM
Same here! I was a tad upset that it went from May to June, which may only be a month but that's a month less of Disturbed. 'Ell, as long as they're coming out with new songs I'll be pleased though! :D
They're like 3/4 of the reason I wanted to go to Rockstar Energy Mayhem Festival. I was so torn up when I couldn't go. :(

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~BrOkEn2NiTe:iconBrOkEn2NiTe: Apr 11, 2008, 10:04:38 PM
haha I completely understand what you mean! They are definately the greatest band ever put on the planet! I cant wait for the new album!

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"Be great in acts are you have been in thought,"-William Shakespeare
~Anti-Repellent:iconAnti-Repellent: Apr 11, 2008, 10:59:34 AM
Aha, I could probably go on about them.
It's pretty sad that I feel like they're only singing to me I'm like "WHAT? Someone else knows about Disturbed?!" then click in that they're a big band.. :D
Therefore you automatically have a good taste in music.
~BrOkEn2NiTe:iconBrOkEn2NiTe: Apr 10, 2008, 10:14:08 PM
*nods* Definately!!!!!!!!!

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~Anti-Repellent:iconAnti-Repellent: Apr 10, 2008, 1:45:32 PM
Disturbed = Best ever. :D
~BrOkEn2NiTe:iconBrOkEn2NiTe: Mar 28, 2008, 3:07:55 PM
lol I am the girl on Jeremi's myspace, if ur talkin about Jeremi Eldridge. I thought ur avitar was kewl lookin so I clicked on u cuz I saw it on my friend Shelley's page. && yeah, Disturbed is AMAZING :D It wasn't strange, it was really neat! I've always wanted to do something like that!

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~JeremiahBigley:iconJeremiahBigley: Mar 27, 2008, 11:27:09 PM
hmm... I want to say I have seen you.
You look like the chick on Jeremi's profile that was wearing "MY" Disturbed shirt...

And I have a feeling that this is you because your favorite band is... DISTURBED!

And btw... Thank you for the comment on my strange picture :D

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=MalvaAlcea:iconMalvaAlcea: Mar 27, 2008, 12:46:23 PM
:hug:

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~BrOkEn2NiTe:iconBrOkEn2NiTe: Mar 27, 2008, 12:23:58 PM
Welcome!!

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