I'm scared of the truth
ShameWell, the doctors said she wouldn't make it outta the hospital, and guess where she is? Nursing home bitches! HA! My Aunt is a strong lil ole' fart! Gonna take more then a few lil ole' blood clots to get her down! It's the Sheppard blood in her! Our whole family is full of fighters man. She's on dialisis three times a week, and she's 80, so that's going to wear her body down considerably. She's still going to die, there is no getting around that, but it isn't going to be as soon as we anticipated. She's a very sick lady and I know it's selfish, but I can't help but want her here.
So I guess there is no use in lying to myself about it anymore---I really do suck as a girlfriend. I completely dropped the ball when it came to doin the right thing. I just honestly don't know what the fuck I'm doing! I haven't EVER been in a relationship like this, and I really don't know what to do with it. I'm trying, but I feel like I'm failing miserably.
There isn't really much else to write now, so I'ma go, and remember, if you love someone...don't screw it up.
Ali
Devious Comments
I'm pretty suckish at being a girlfriend too, but at least we learn and have fun along the way
All you have to do is put yourself out there, give them your all while keeping yourself, and hope that everything falls right into place. If it doesn't... well it was fun anyways? Aha.
Well I just broke up with my boyfriend two days ago.
I feel way better!!
I mean, of course I didn't want to stop dating him, but it just wasn't working. I was giving 101% and he was giving a half ass 0.001%
In a relationship it's natural for someone to like somebody more than the other like them, but compromising and communicating is key too, and without that it isn't worth the effort that gets put into smoothing things out.
Anyways, I probably didn't help you, and I'm still only a little tiny teenager, SOO. I hope for you the best!
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"Every single day/I find it hard to say/I could be yours alone/You will see someday/That all along the way/ I was yours to hold,"
"I'm ready for you when you're ready for me."
Yours To Hold-Skillet
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"Every single day/I find it hard to say/I could be yours alone/You will see someday/That all along the way/ I was yours to hold,"
"I'm ready for you when you're ready for me."
Yours To Hold-Skillet
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I TRUST EVERYONE...I JUST DON'T TRUST THE DEMONS INSIDE OF THEM
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